Ginabeanz daily life

This week Gator  and I got t he news nobody wants to hear.  His body is now rejecting chemo, he will start radiation on a tumor that  has came up on the forehead. There is some chemo pills that can be used, doc said they have very bad side effects.  The longevity of the pills only prolongs the inevitable for 6 to 8 weeks.  Gator says he is going to continue to fight, after all he is a Navy Seabee  which he has the fight in him. Navy Seabee   here is some history if you are interested. Gator, has been fighting colon cancer since 2017 it has not all been peaches and cream thru this journey.  I have seen him mad at the world, crying his out the next. when he first started undergoing treatment , being woke up at wee ours of the morning because he was literally sicker than a dog or didn't make it to the bathroom,  you know it didn't matter 1 iota I would do it all over again.  I am scared beyond belief, but never show him, the tears have been almost non-stop whenever

This week Gator  and I got t he news nobody wants to hear.  His body is now rejecting chemo, he will start radiation on a tumor that  has came up on the forehead. There is some chemo pills that can be used, doc said they have very bad side effects.  The longevity of the pills only prolongs the inevitable for 6 to 8 weeks.  Gator says he is going to continue to fight, after all he is a Navy Seabee  which he has the fight in him. Navy Seabee   here is some history if you are interested. Gator, has been fighting colon cancer since 2017 it has not all been peaches and cream thru this journey.  I have seen him mad at the world, crying his out the next. when he first started undergoing treatment , being woke up at wee ours of the morning because he was literally sicker than a dog or didn't make it to the bathroom,  you know it didn't matter 1 iota I would do it all over again.  I am scared beyond belief, but never show him, the tears have been almost non-stop whenever I go out and ab

    100 random things about me no particular order     1.  I am the youngest 2 older brothers     2.  I was the first grand-daughter on my moms side of family     3.  I never had any wisdom teeth (yes I know I will never get wiser)     4.  My name (Regina) means Queen     5.  Purple is my favorite color     6.  My first car was a 1967 mustang baby blue     7.  I love talking     8.  I lived in San Antonio TX          Corpus Christi TX          Anaheim CA     9.  I have had 2 back surgeries   10.  I shattered my right ankle in 2008 having pins plates and screws   11.  I have broken my wrist 3 times Last time in 2019 now have pins plates    12.  I still have my bicycle with the banana seat and high bars   13.  I still have my *Original* Barbie dolls from the 60's           and my Barbie  bus   14.  My oldest friend and I have been friends since 1972   15.  I met Gator at church camp in 1982 at the age of 15   16.  I have 2 tattoos   17.  I n